i lost a part of me in you…
Over thoughts of giving in
Never wanted this to end
It won’t last as long as memories stay
Cause it will never fade away 

Oh, I can never replace my love for you
Oh, I will never forget you see me through

It’s been weighing on my mind
Knowing this was quite a find
I won’t let this feeling pass away
Reminded of this everyday
You’re everywhere
You’re here
You’re all around me
I can feel you touch me
Raise my voice to the sky above
Cries of love
November 19th, 2008 at 9:32 pm | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink


You don’t even gotta worry,


About a thing,


I got yah babe.


And ain’t nobody taking me away ’cause its not a game. I’m here to stay.


See our love is stronger than any drug.


Addicted just can’t get enough.


And everytime I’m with you I want some more.


Just close the door and let’s explore each other.


Long as I know you’ve got me.


I’ll be Loving You Long Time (as I can be)


I’ll be lovin’ you long time (eternally)


There’s no stopping you and me. I’ll be Loving You Long Time (as I can be)


I’ll be lovin’ you long time (eternally)


Don’t care what no one has to say.


They don’t understand us like we do.


I need you near me night and day.


Together their ain’t nothing we can do.


Sweep me up and we can go,


To a little spot where no one knows.


Spend a little time just us alone.


You could caress my body and never let go.


Long as I know you’ve got me.


I’ll be Loving You Long Time (as I can be)


I’ll be lovin’ you long time (eternally)


There’s no stopping you and me.


I’ll be Loving You Long Time (as I can be)


I’ll be lovin’ you long time (eternally)

August 21st, 2008 at 10:44 pm | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

Still I Rise

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I’ll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
‘Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I’ll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,
Weakened by my soulful cries?

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don’t you take it awful hard
‘Cause I laugh like I’ve got gold mines
Diggin’ in my own backyard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I’ve got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history’s shame
I rise
Up from a past that’s rooted in pain
I rise
I’m a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

maya angelou

April 16th, 2008 at 7:45 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

I know that you’ve been waiting for it
I’m waiting too
In my imagination I’d be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature’s through the roof

If there’s a camera up in here
Then it’s gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there’s a camera up in here
Then I’d best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
‘Cause if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
‘Cause they be up in my bidness
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I’ll hug your body tighter
Than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me
Like a tropical breeze
And float away with you
In the Caribbean Sea

Imma treat you like a teddy bear
You won’t wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury
Baby just turn to me
You won’t want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty
Touch my body

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body. …

March 14th, 2008 at 9:06 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

My life is under construction right now…

Too many tragedies

my pretty head could handle.

it would be over soon

And I’ll be perfectly new…

For those who shared

their compassion and love,

amidst my insanity,

my blessings will be

your blessings.

Thank you for staying with me

When my world is crashing…

For those who fucked my life

Be careful…

it will catch up on you

and you’ll never know

what hit you…

life is short

life could be a drag.

But this is my only life.

So I have to love it

And live it…

March 12th, 2008 at 11:58 pm | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

So far away
Doesn’t anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn’t help to know that you’re just time away

Long ago I reached for you and there you stood
Holding you again could only do me good
How I wish I could, but you’re so far away

One more song about movin’ along the highway
Can’t say much of anything that’s new
If I could only work this life out my way
I’d rather spend it bein’ close to you

But you’re so far away
You’re so far away (:c)

Travelin’ around sure gets me down and lonely
Nothin’ else to do but close my mind
I sure hope the road don’t come to own me
But there’s so many dreams
I’ve yet to find

But you’re so far away
Doesn’t anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
And it doesn’t help to know, it doesn’t help to knowIt doesn’t help to know

You’re so far away

October 8th, 2007 at 8:18 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

picking up the pieces of a broken memory
the one i can’t let go of that keeps me on my knees
said i know its not our fault that we couldnt stay together
but we said no matter what we’d still be friends forever

how could you turn & just go
when im here standing so cold
now you wanna work it out
tell me what’s that all about
how could you go & move on
like what you have for me is gone
now you wanna work it out

baby im tryin to find my way back into you
when i think about your lovin’ baby its not easy
but im tryin to find my way back into you
when i think about you’ve moved on baby thats just so wrong

i never quit my love for you baby that’s the truth
too hard for me to move on when i feel this way for you
see you know sometimes we need a space baby thats ok
but if you really love me why’d you leave that way

heaven knows every second i am waiting for you
i find it so hard,
i’d do anything to find a strength to be with you
i want it like you do,

i just need sometime to free my piece of mind
but before you go i want you to know

baby im tryin to find my way back into you
when i think about your lovin’ baby its not easy
but im tryin to find my way back into you
when i think about you’ve moved on baby thats just so wrong

October 8th, 2007 at 7:56 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

You should believe me
And everything I choose to do
You should believe that I’ll
Always come back to you

Life is discovering
The love that we create
Life is a mystery
We need to embrace

In every way
You need to let go
You’ll see all your dreams will follow
In every way
You need to let go

Open your mind and see
We have everything we need
Dream or reality
Fulfill its destiny

People rise together
When they believe in tomorrow
Change the day to forever
This life keeps movin’

September 3rd, 2007 at 9:33 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

i miss you..

and i hate you for that..

but i can’t stop

my heart from beating terribly fast..

when our memories start swirling

in my head….

i miss you..

and i hate you for that..

years..

yet you are

still here

in me..

i somehow can’t..

but i have let go..

i did..

but my mind fails me..

i hate you..

but i miss you…

i have my own world now..

but you still kept on crashing thru..

i can’t escape..

my thoughts of how

we..

you and i

and the sea..

your cross

touched my cross…

sealed with a kiss..

i was never the same…

never..

and i hate you..

but i miss you..

yes, i do

miss you..

and sometimes

it gets stronger

making me weak..

wishing im wrap

into your arms..

and nothing will matter..

but the sea and us..

yeah, we had that moment..

but i want it to be just a moment..

i don’t know..

confuse..

i …

i may never understand

why..

we ever..

how…

we part…

but i can’t deny the fact

it’s all true…

the way i feel….

my embrace..

my touch

my worries..

my frustrations..

my anger..

my kisses..

my sighs..

my tears..

they were all REAl…

for you..

i hate you

but i love you..

i could never say goodbye..

i want to..

i’d like to.

i am..

i did…

i’m not that kind..

who wants to hang around..

on things beyond my control..

i’d fight but

i’d rather leave..

our story ends..

i want to..

i’d like to..

but my thoughts won’t..

you fill them up

though few..

but unforgettable..

i’m goin..

i’m gone..

letting the stars

cross our paths..

i won’t pray for your courage..

but i may not have that either..

when i see your face once more…

so i’d rather miss you..

stay hating you..

secretly loved you..

March 4th, 2007 at 10:07 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink

STROLLIN THROUGH
ELYSIAN FIELDS WITH YOU
OUR LUSH
FIRST HYPNOTIC PHASE
COOING WORDS MELTIN
ICE GLACIERS KEEP ME
TURNING TO THE NEXT PAGE

YOU FEEL FAMILIAR
A COMFORT THAT COMES WITH YEAR
SPARKLES FLUSH MY SKIN EYES SWELL UP IN TEARS
AS I TRACE YOUR FOOTSTEPS AROUND THE WORLD
CRUSHIN OVER YOU LIKE A LITTLE GIRL
I FLUTTER AMONG THE BUTTERFLIES

EVERDAY IS OUR FIRST TIME FOR SOMETHING NEW
AS COMPELLING AS YOU ARE TO ME I AM TO YOU
CURIOSITY HAS ME PEEKING THROUGH
YOUR KINGDOM OF PRETTY

A FORMLESS FLOW A MAGICAL SYMPHONY
CONSUMED BY THE FRAGRANT POSSIBILITIES
CURIOSITY HAS ME PEEKING THROUGH
YOUR KINGDOM OF PRETTY

YOU’RE SO PRETTY ….

January 13th, 2007 at 9:17 am | Comments & Trackbacks (0) | Permalink